I Was Humbled And I Feel Blessed!

These past few days, I've gone really quiet. I got really scared of myself because it's not my nature to be quiet even just for a day... I thought I was losing it...

I had so much to share to you, readers. There were pains and struggles. I wanted to defend myself from negative issues but I decided to just remain quiet. I have long accepted defeat.

Being silent did me good. It was a cleansing therapy for me. It's been a long time since I bit my tongue whenever I feel like confronting a situation. It's been a long time since I allowed people to trespass against me and never retaliate. It had to end, somehow.

I had become a fighter since I moved to the city. I guess I've long outgrown being meek. There were incidents wherein I realized that being humble and kindhearted would only encourage other people to bully me. Now, the weaker side of me has resurfaced. I never thought I had missed it.

It feels good to be submissive again. Submissive to God, my driver and navigator... Submissive to my husband, my co-passenger to whom God assigned me as a partner. Submissive to the greater force who knows to reward a humble heart and punish a proud one...